06 June 2009

Patience

4:01 PM, 6-6-2009

Wan nurul jannah md isa was n0t b0rn with patience..
Im s0ry bi2..
I tried..
I cant..
I want t0..
Bt i cant..
H0w??
Why??
I dunn0e..

1st,
He didnt want t0 'kejut' me f0r s0lat..
Isnt dats what we awez did b4?
Im exaggerating or ur testing my patience..
Instead 0f l0sing my head again,i just smile..think b0ut d sweet mem0ries we had..then i calmed d0wn..
I th0ught dats it..then i 0pen his fb pr0file t0 see what ive p0sted 0n his wall..i didnt expect t0 see a gurl p0sted 'thanx' 0n his wall..i n0e its just a friend..bt im curi0us,thanx 4 what? N dat gurl is sexy,chubby..his type..i lo0k at myself in d mirr0r..me n0t his type? 0r m i exaggerating again? I mean..laki mana tamaw gurl lyke dat kn..huhu..
Again,i keep it t0 myself..
Then,dis n0on,i f0und 0ut my fwen g0t mms n she said i cn ask him t0 send me his pic t0 my fwend's f0n..i went gaga..eksaited..extremely happy..well,i havent see him f0r such a l0ng tyme already..is it wr0ng? He refused th0..said that 'muka i x berubah pun'..i n0e dat bi2..but..again,whats wr0ng if u just send me ur pic..i wana see u badly..

Ive tried bi2..
Its n0t dat i didnt..but i did..
S0,y ur stil acting c0ld..
It makes me feel s0 sad..
N u n0e it k..
Please..
PLEASE..
Rite n0w,im n0t feeling mad 0r whats0eva..
Im feeling anxi0us,c0nfuse,w0rried,sad..
Its like..
What ive d0ne wr0ng again diz time..

But still..

I l0ve u..

N dats d price i have t0 pay just t0 l0ve y0u..

3 comments:

Lord HaSrUL said...

1st, she said thnx c0s i wish hapy bday t0 her like 0thr ppl d0!!!
N 0thrs?i dah 'explain' dlm f0n td

*lady of heaven* said...

Hm,tgk i p0sted entry ni kul bpe?

Lord HaSrUL said...

1 m0re thng, i d0n test anyb0dy. .c0s im n0t like him n n0t like u- u did test me b4 aite,n u admitd it