14 June 2009

Mimpi

Fikiran terganggu.die rase x? Die mpi x yg aku mpi? Aku mpi pertemuan jannah dan cer0l. N0w dat die tamaw aku,means dat,die tamaw cer0l. Aku kah yg gatal? Die x teringin ke? Aku x leh teruskn mcm ni. I need t0 get high t0 f0get dis pain. Hes smiling aredi. Hes n0t feeling kepedihan anym0re. In a relati0nship,b0th need t0 d0 anything dat cud b d0ne t0 save d relati0nship. Bt,n0w,im d0ing it al0ne. He needs 'time'. I dun like waiting, cuz time awez n0t 0n my side. I guess n0w is d rite time f0r me t0 d0 diz. Since n0b0dy cares my feeling anym+re. U,d 0nly h0pe i had,d 0nly 0ne i trust,als0 leaving me. I am al0ne, standing against d wh0le w0rld. I cnt. S0,i hav t0 d0 diz.

Abah-minx ampun,im n0t dat str0ng.

Mama-l0ve u.minx ampun da jd anak durhaka.

Bi2-i cnt b al0ne with0ut u.s0ry.t0ld u time n0t 0n my side.i cnt bear with diz th0ught 0f u leaving me.d pain is sumthng s0o 'cruel' f0r my heart.i cnt wait f0r t0o l0ng.y cnt u undstand.

Bdrul,kitty,bear2,husni-u guys are d best.n0 matter wat,u awez sap0t me.muah.n0w,u g0ta take cre 0f urself.

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