OMG!

7:03 AM, 16-6-2009

Knp OMG??

Kerana,30minutes b4,i w0ke up n perf0rm my m0rning prayer. Then i tried t0 sleep lg,besa la,pas subuh k0mpem td0q blek,but,this time i cudnt sleep.s0mething is wr0ng s0mewhere.my heart beats t0o fast like it realy g0nna p0p 0ut 0f my chest,it beats t0o hard im afrain it w0nt beat again..

S0,i t0ok a deep breath(diz is what bi2 awez t0ld me t0 d0 if i were t0 get caught up in tr0uble)..0pen d 0.M applicati0n..cri l0ve qu0tes..bla3...then suddenly cm like really 0ut 0f sudden,this th0ught p0p int0 my mind. I FORGOT WHETHER I SUJUD RAKAAT KEDUA,TAHIYAT AKHIR,N DOA or n0t time smyg td..i was like,whats happening t0 my mind? S0 amek wudhu,s0lat lg skali. I just t0tally f0rg0t what i did between after my qunut til d m0ment i first step int0 bed t0 td0 balek.

I m s0o freaking 0ut n0w.

M i g0ing crazy?

M i l0sing my mem0ry?

Pls n0t my mem0ry with him..

S0 scared..feeling s0 psych0tic n abn0rmal..wish hes awake t0 c0mf0rt me..bt hes n0t..n i dun want t0 wake him up just cuz i freak 0ut..bt need t0 talk t0 sum0ne s0 dat i cn feel n0rmal..mayb i shud just sleep..cn i call him? What if he g0t mad n said im l0cking hm up? Dun want cmtu l0r..what t0 d0? Aiy0..just call la..if he x agkt,then i just sleep..

Again,OMG!