20 June 2009

Satisfy

Its hard t0 satisfy pe0ple. I swear by my father's name,i l0ve mama. But y is she like diz. Mama tny,nurul jwb. N jwpn tu dh wat mama kecik ati,maybe,tp nurul x maw tipu dri sendiri. Seumur idup nurul cuma seorang shj abah nurul ada. Se0rang shj. N dats it. Nurul x phm npa mama msti maj0k. Bnda ni mama x leh paksa. Kalau nurul bleh fhm mama nk kawen lg,n0w its ur time t0 understand what i feel. Hes n0t my father. Nurul binti md isa ismail. Bukan binti 0thman said. Im s0ry.

N0w,mama x maw ckp ngn nurul. Tpaksa nurul settle evryting sndiri. Medical checkup,cemana nurul nk buat suma tu? Nurul x ley drive. X kn nk bwk m0t0 p h0spital. Jauh mama. Nurul x cident mati bru mama hepi ka? Since u hate me s0 much (she didnt even l0ok at my face diz m0rning), i think i shud g0 away fr0m diz h0use.

I l0ve u,mama.
Diz b0ther my mind making it crazier n crazier evrytime kita selisih n u dun even glance at me.

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