Teringin

3:20 PM, 10-6-2009

Sy teringin nk dberi hadiah..
Bru sy sedar,
Sy x pnh ada bday party..
Just wishes fr0m fwendz n siblings..
Neva g0t bday presents fr0m family..
Xcept..
F0rm3 nye bday bie bg badrul..
W0rse..
I neva g0t presents fr0m my mama..
0ther than that,pe0ple ar0und me g0t presents fr0m parent n siblings if they g0t nice exam results..
Me?
I g0t 5A's UPSR..
N when i g0t back h0me t0 tell my result,n0b0dy's h0me..
When my family finaly knew,they just said, '0h,0k la tu'..
Then i g0t 8A's PMR..
I called my mama t0 break d gud news..
She said..
'K la tu'..
N0 presents..
N0 c0ngrats..
Then i g0t 8A, 1B, 1C SPM..
Again,
'0h,awat x dpt 10A'...
N0te dat i went t0 take my results al0ne,with0ut c0mpani0n fr0m my family,all succes celebrated with my frenz..geng butet..0nly time SPM, tu pun t0k nk ikut..dats y mama g0t t0 drive me t0 badlishah..

Bru skg sedar..
Start my age 12,after abah meninggal,x dk sapa manjakn sy lg..

Dats y..
I yearn f0r their attenti0n with all d gud results..
Yet..im n0t gud enuf t0 b appreciated..by them..n 0ther pe0ple..

T0 sum1,d0 u n0e dat ur s0 lucky t0 have such a supp0rtive family..