i have changed....from better to worse? or from worse to better? im not sure.... i have caused him a lot of troubles lately......why cant i be better for him....shits happened....yes it did....but y when it comes to me, it happened too often.....well, i admit dat im not a perfect human being....and so do other people....but y i feel like im d worst of all???? only with him, i feel so good, so pretty, so all nice things.....but when he did some teeny weenie smallie little mistakes, i lose my head and get mad all over him like he just said i m a bitch...got what i mean? duh..........my mood is unpredictable...poor him...has to deal with my roller coaster emotions.........nags.........shits.......craps....aiyo....its not that i want to dear, but sometimes it just happened.......i dun want u to be upset with me.....im so sorry.........
but......
i wanna say thanks to you from the bottom of my heart because.....
1) u still accept me as you loved ones even with my flaws and all....
2) still saying 'i love u' when i asked u to get out from my life...
3) still calling me ur 'honey' even i called u 'hang' and 'kau'......
4) still giving me reasons to live when all i want is just die....
5) when all other people just turned their back from me, u r still there, in front of me, smiling, reaching to my hand.....
i will awez remember these words from you....
* ur always heaven, hot, n cute evrytime i see ur face b4 i go to sleep.....*
* do u know tat everytime u hold my arm, ur eyes r like moon tat shimmering so bright... *
* liked i said, if u fall in love with me, im da only one who can catch u n place u in my heart because i only hv one heart.... *
my last words are... pls.....whenever i lose my head again....dun go away from me.....pls remember i only love you..............................
thanx, my savior....
be my savior forever....
be my guardian angel....
be my papa......
show me guidance whenever i lost my way to Him.........
u r my only hope..........
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