The Memories (T.T)

1:50 AM, 19-05-2009

Hmmm..now im at ina's house..i cant sleep..i keep thinking back on d past..the memories we had here in ina's house..here,he first met her..n d thought of it makes me feel uncomfortable..uneasy..jealousy? I dont know..hmm..

Just now,after finishing my 'kerja seni',a card for him,3rd month anniversary lei..my fingers hurt cuz terkena hot glue kn taw..adoi..nvm,back to d point..so,after completing d work,i felt thirsty..i went down d stairs..nk p dapuq lei minum ayaq..n stupidly my heart feels n wishes dat when i finally downstairs,theres him,with aj n amri lepaking..like how we used to when we were here..then i tingat..hes at pahang dowh..shit..n im here alone with ina..no one else here..not even him..so at dapuq,i hav my drinks,then i stopped. I drank in darknes,i forgot to switch on d light..despite my fear to be in darkness,i forgot..cuz im thinking bout him..then..tiba2 rs mcm dia kt ruang tamu tgh gelak kn aku ms dia tgk aku teraba-raba cr suis lampu..ya Allah..aku rindu padanya..

Theres so many memories here..
His with her..
Me with him..
Suddenly i felt greatful to God,for making me met him..n united us here at ina's house..i miss him so much..i really want to see him now..ya Allah,rinduku x tertahan lagi..

N now im typing diz post with tears rolling down my cheeks..tangisan dalam kerinduan..huhu..ya Allah,sampaikan rinduku pd dia..katakn pd dia aku rindu sgt..hope he misses me like i miss him........